The cold has decided to come back with a vengeance in the deep south. I can feel my african ancestors groaning (#WakandaForever). I need the heat to return and for spring to finally grace us with its presence!
This morning, I also got my “official” fourth year schedule…(exciting but nerve-wrecking) and I decided since my third is steadily wrapping up that I would describe my third year clerkship experiences and tell you all which one I decided on!
Here’s goes nothing…
- Psychiatry – This was my very first clerkship of third year and it lasted 4 weeks. Psychiatry is a unique and very much needed medical speciality! I was thrown right in (on day 1 at 7AM) and began seeing patients in the psych ward. My attending Dr. V was the absolute best! He was funny, empathetic and let me do a lot! I worked up everything from acute psychosis to schizophrenia and major depression. I heard heart-breaking stories and learned that environment and stress really do effect the human ability to cope effectively. I learned that mental health is NOT being supported and encouraged enough and that regardless of what field of medicine I practice, it will be my responsibility to take care of the whole person.
Is this the right field of medicine for me? No, and I truly believe that this specialty takes a kind, intelligent but laid back person. I loved the outpatient clinical psych more so than the inpatient psych ward but I didn’t feel that connection to it. I was extremely busy on this service and people are always happy to see psychiatry coming because they are uncomfortable talking about and handling psychiatric needs, however I was always looking for something to do with my hands.
- Pediatrics – I spent 8 weeks with the kiddos (3 weeks of hospital peds, 2 weeks of subspecialty peds, and 3 weeks of peds outpatient clinic and newborn nursery) and discovered that baby talk does get old after a while. Now don’t get me wrong, I loved this rotation a lot! So much that I considered making it my speciality choice for several reasons. 1) The kids are sooooo cute! Even the little ones that are fresh, tiny and squirmy are adorable. 2) When kids get sick, its usually a virus and they usually get better. 3) Most kids don’t have 25,000 accompanying diseases that are mostly chronic conditions caused by eating all the wrong foods! (Diabetes anyone?)
Is this the right field of medicine for me? Almost, now all of these things are great, but I ultimately decided not to do Peds because quite honestly I was bored. I was always busy because I happened to do my rotation right at the start of fall when school is back in and kids are spreading all their germs to each other, but I was never content. I always wanted to be doing something…more. Plus, I had a whole week of Peds Inpatient Nights and I very nearly killed someone. I was a grumpy, moody, pissed off mess. Believe me, if you don’t like it at 3AM when you are sleep deprived and shaking from being slightly hypoglycemic, then it isn’t the field for you!
- Obstetrics and Gynecology – Another 8 week rotation that I spent in various ways! I spent 2 weeks working with Gynecology Oncology, 1 week working with Maternal Fetal Medicine, 2 weeks of Hospital OBGYN, and 3 weeks with OBGYN generalists. I woke up early (4:30 AM!) and I stayed late (8-9 PM, depending on our last case) but I loved…LOVED every single second of it! I enjoyed the mix of surgery (I finally got to use my hands!) and clinic. I got to deliver lots of babies and do tons of pap smears and annual exams. I got to talk birth control and family planning! I saw excited first time parents, teen pregnancies, drug positive mothers, miscarriages and stillbirths. If you don’t know, I came into medical school thinking I would like OBGYN and I loved learning about the reproductive systems during my second year of medical school but I tried to keep an open mind about everything.
Is this the right field of medicine for me? Absolutely! I enjoy the mix of surgery and clinic. Being a doctor dedicated to women’s health and reproduction is a life long dream, honestly. I look forward to being able to help mentor adolescent girls into adulthood, help women through conception and pregnancy, talk to my older women about hormonal changes in their bodies and perform some pretty awesome surgeries! Honestly, I could say a lot about it but I’ll stop now before this post becomes all about OBGYN.
So there you have it…I’m planning to apply to OBGYN residency this September with hopes of matching into a great residency program. It’s amazing how quickly time as flown by and how soon I’ll be done with medical school. I’m getting old y’all!
Be on the lookout for Part 2 Clerkships soon!
Anyone else in medicine and deciding on what speciality to practice? Or hoping to enter into medical school? Let me know in the comments below!